Nifty Nisha

On this day 12 years ago I lost my brother. I remember the sound of the voice on the other side of the phone telling us to come to the hospital. I remember being cold. I remember the sounds of the chaos around me. I remember the chair I sat in as I watched my mom try to be strong. I remember so many little details but mainly I remember the giant hole it left in my heart! Nothing can ever separate us from [God's]  love . ... I remember singing  Peace, peace, wonderful peace, Coming down from the Father above! Sweep over my spirit forever, I pray In fathomless billows of love! What does "Fathomless billows of love" even mean Fathomless means  something that can't be understood; a  billow  is like a cloud swelling because of a sudden surge. So...... as many times as I questioned God's presence, his love never failed. It comes in waves and blows into my soul in a way that I can't understand. It soothes just when I can't handle another blow. It embraces me when...

You know my Bishop says this often and I wish the world could catch on... M.Y.O.B ! Mind Your Own Business Hello?!  I could really just leave this blog at that and move on but you know me, I'm going to elaborate! Sticking your nose into someone else's business is just rude to start with. We don't know their day to day life or struggles. Second, unless your life is free from blemish permenantly than you shouldn't be poking around judging what's going on in a neighbors life! I will try not to sound too preachy :) Let's start with parenting which seems to be a hot topic of judgement! What works for me, may not work for you but that's not to say that either form of parenting is wrong. It's just different and different is not bad. Don't take it upon yourself to discipline someone else's children unless the parent has specifically told you it's ok. Never assume it's ok no matter what relationship you have with a...

Recently I purchased this book for my boys! We read it almost every night and it not only holds a special meaning for us but we can also relate to the story! Why? you ask..... We love muffins!! Muffins are such an amazing "come together" treat! I love all the different varieties there are.  I think my boys favorites are Blueberry & Chocolate Chip.  I'm so excited to bake some delicious pumpkin muffins because fall is another favorite in my house! Sunday Nights are all about relaxation in my house. Our muffin story began about a month ago when my husband really wanted some muffins and I am a master muffin maker! Now, Sunday evenings without fail (there are times of failure... like when I drop the pan full of batter) we have muffins. The art of gathering around the table for Sunday dinner is a timeless Southern tradition. It's so important to make time for your family! We can't get so busy that we don't remember the most important relat...

Never would I have imagined how difficult it would be to watch my child go to school! School is a wonderful thing yet as a mom I struggle to watch my kids go!  No wonder they say women are bi-polar!! I cried buckets of tears as my baby (3years) started his journey with school yesterday! My oldest who is now in 2nd grade was a huge encouragement to his younger brother and helped him every step of the way! I found myself sitting aimlessly, watching the clock and having no idea what to do with my self or my time!! Who knows maybe I'll go get a job at the school next year!  The first things my kids say in the afternoon are always "Mom, guess what I did today?" They are growing, learning and having new experiences every day with the most amazing school and staff I could ask for. This morning in the midst of all my emotion, I'm grateful! I'm thankful! I'm blessed to have found this wonderful school who treat each family the same... With love, care and compassion. Th...

There is a song that has become my anthem because no matter what I am going through or where I'm at, I know it stands true! "I Will Trust" [Verse 1] There was a time I truly believed That I could do it on my own But all that I found at the end of that road is That concept for me was all wrong but I  found a savior who turned me around And he placed his love on me And I will trust in You till my last heartbeat Some put their trust in earthly possessions But in the end it won't bring them through I will not lean to my own understanding But with my whole heart here's what I'll do: [Chorus] I will trust (Trust in the name of The Lord) In the name (Trust in the name of The Lord) Of The Lord (Lord, I will...) Lord, I'll trust in You I will trust (Trust in the name of The Lord) In the name (Trust in the name of The Lord) Of The Lord (For I know) He will see me through [Verse 2:] Don't put your trust in...

I honestly believe it's our human nature to think, analyze and often times self-destruct because of it. Why is it hard to believe that every area of our lives could be amazing?  It's ok to not be perfect.... NEWS FLASH, you were never perfect in the first place. Where is it written that we have to be the bionic woman/man?  We are allowed to feel and be emotional. It's ok to make mistakes.  In fact it's a good thing! There are many stages of life. Sometimes, when you pass through stages you are completely in control of everything that you do and other times you aren't. What I mean is there comes a time in life where you start to do more of what makes everyone around you happy, even if its not exactly what you want. It's not to say you aren't happy making those around you happy..... I feel like I'm writing a Dr. Seuss book! Women are hard wired to serve and do. We love to give gifts, cook, bake, clean, build, play etc. So, we are natura...

We've all heard the jingle "I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys'R'Us kid" I like to picture my boys as the Little Rascals all cute and innocent asking each other "quick what's the number to 911?" Then before you know it.... They are asking for deodorant and looking at girls! Where does time go??? I think the hardest part is knowing we can't hold their hearts forever and we can't always protect our children from hurt! My 7 year old is at his first Summer Camp this week and it hit me that in 3 years he will be a camper at our GDYD Teen Camp!!! What?!? We don't have our children long so, we must savor, cherish and appreciate every moment! Where has the time gone? My baby is a boy now and I couldn't be more proud! He's compassionate, caring, loving, considerate, good and so much more! I have learned to slow down and appreciate life's moments with my 2 boys. They are a gift on loan for a short while and I am grateful I was ch...