Nifty Nisha

The Name of Jesus is everything we need it to be at the moment we need it to be! That is something our human mind can not comprehend but it's a natural instinct when we let our Spiritual Mind be in control. All we have to do is call out His Name and it is done. We have to have complete faith that He will provide the healing, strength, victory and deliverance over our situation. I have let the enemy torment me over situations which seemed to have absolutely no positive outcome. Then as I'm praying and pleading with God to take this and work it out He reminded me in the most loving way that all I have to do is call out His Name and trust Him to work it out. You know, when you are a mama and it comes to your children and their future it can be so hard to sit and wait. I have learned that sometimes not only is it a growing/learning experience for me but it is the same for my boys. There's just something about the Name of Jesus that lets me know everything is going to be

“But I beg you that when I am present I may not be bold with that confidence by which I intend to be bold against some, who think of us as if we walked according to the flesh. For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, and being ready to punish all disobedience when your obedience is fulfilled.” II Corinthians 10:2-6 NKJV http://bible.com/114/2co.10.2-6.nkjv We must hide the word of God in our heart. Our Bishop has been teaching a great series on this very subject. This is how we war..... Through the word! We can't use tactics of the devil to fight the devil. The world doesn't care what knowledge is in our head because that can easily change or be forgotten.  It's a matter of the heart! When you be

On this day 12 years ago I lost my brother. I remember the sound of the voice on the other side of the phone telling us to come to the hospital. I remember being cold. I remember the sounds of the chaos around me. I remember the chair I sat in as I watched my mom try to be strong. I remember so many little details but mainly I remember the giant hole it left in my heart! Nothing can ever separate us from [God's]  love . ... I remember singing  Peace, peace, wonderful peace, Coming down from the Father above! Sweep over my spirit forever, I pray In fathomless billows of love! What does "Fathomless billows of love" even mean Fathomless means  something that can't be understood; a  billow  is like a cloud swelling because of a sudden surge. So...... as many times as I questioned God's presence, his love never failed. It comes in waves and blows into my soul in a way that I can't understand. It soothes just when I can't handle another blow. It embraces me when

You know my Bishop says this often and I wish the world could catch on... M.Y.O.B ! Mind Your Own Business Hello?!  I could really just leave this blog at that and move on but you know me, I'm going to elaborate! Sticking your nose into someone else's business is just rude to start with. We don't know their day to day life or struggles. Second, unless your life is free from blemish permenantly than you shouldn't be poking around judging what's going on in a neighbors life! I will try not to sound too preachy :) Let's start with parenting which seems to be a hot topic of judgement! What works for me, may not work for you but that's not to say that either form of parenting is wrong. It's just different and different is not bad. Don't take it upon yourself to discipline someone else's children unless the parent has specifically told you it's ok. Never assume it's ok no matter what relationship you have with a

Recently I purchased this book for my boys! We read it almost every night and it not only holds a special meaning for us but we can also relate to the story! Why? you ask..... We love muffins!! Muffins are such an amazing "come together" treat! I love all the different varieties there are.  I think my boys favorites are Blueberry & Chocolate Chip.  I'm so excited to bake some delicious pumpkin muffins because fall is another favorite in my house! Sunday Nights are all about relaxation in my house. Our muffin story began about a month ago when my husband really wanted some muffins and I am a master muffin maker! Now, Sunday evenings without fail (there are times of failure... like when I drop the pan full of batter) we have muffins. The art of gathering around the table for Sunday dinner is a timeless Southern tradition. It's so important to make time for your family! We can't get so busy that we don't remember the most important relat

Never would I have imagined how difficult it would be to watch my child go to school! School is a wonderful thing yet as a mom I struggle to watch my kids go!  No wonder they say women are bi-polar!! I cried buckets of tears as my baby (3years) started his journey with school yesterday! My oldest who is now in 2nd grade was a huge encouragement to his younger brother and helped him every step of the way! I found myself sitting aimlessly, watching the clock and having no idea what to do with my self or my time!! Who knows maybe I'll go get a job at the school next year!  The first things my kids say in the afternoon are always "Mom, guess what I did today?" They are growing, learning and having new experiences every day with the most amazing school and staff I could ask for. This morning in the midst of all my emotion, I'm grateful! I'm thankful! I'm blessed to have found this wonderful school who treat each family the same... With love, care and compassion. Th

There is a song that has become my anthem because no matter what I am going through or where I'm at, I know it stands true! "I Will Trust" [Verse 1] There was a time I truly believed That I could do it on my own But all that I found at the end of that road is That concept for me was all wrong but I  found a savior who turned me around And he placed his love on me And I will trust in You till my last heartbeat Some put their trust in earthly possessions But in the end it won't bring them through I will not lean to my own understanding But with my whole heart here's what I'll do: [Chorus] I will trust (Trust in the name of The Lord) In the name (Trust in the name of The Lord) Of The Lord (Lord, I will...) Lord, I'll trust in You I will trust (Trust in the name of The Lord) In the name (Trust in the name of The Lord) Of The Lord (For I know) He will see me through [Verse 2:] Don't put your trust in

I honestly believe it's our human nature to think, analyze and often times self-destruct because of it. Why is it hard to believe that every area of our lives could be amazing?  It's ok to not be perfect.... NEWS FLASH, you were never perfect in the first place. Where is it written that we have to be the bionic woman/man?  We are allowed to feel and be emotional. It's ok to make mistakes.  In fact it's a good thing! There are many stages of life. Sometimes, when you pass through stages you are completely in control of everything that you do and other times you aren't. What I mean is there comes a time in life where you start to do more of what makes everyone around you happy, even if its not exactly what you want. It's not to say you aren't happy making those around you happy..... I feel like I'm writing a Dr. Seuss book! Women are hard wired to serve and do. We love to give gifts, cook, bake, clean, build, play etc. So, we are natura

We've all heard the jingle "I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys'R'Us kid" I like to picture my boys as the Little Rascals all cute and innocent asking each other "quick what's the number to 911?" Then before you know it.... They are asking for deodorant and looking at girls! Where does time go??? I think the hardest part is knowing we can't hold their hearts forever and we can't always protect our children from hurt! My 7 year old is at his first Summer Camp this week and it hit me that in 3 years he will be a camper at our GDYD Teen Camp!!! What?!? We don't have our children long so, we must savor, cherish and appreciate every moment! Where has the time gone? My baby is a boy now and I couldn't be more proud! He's compassionate, caring, loving, considerate, good and so much more! I have learned to slow down and appreciate life's moments with my 2 boys. They are a gift on loan for a short while and I am grateful I was ch

So often we get ourselves in trouble because of that unruly tongue. God can change a situation faster than it came about. We just have to allow Him! I am still learning to believe this.... We can judge circumstances and commit ourself to misery all because we acted on our time frame instead of God's.  Never make decisions when emotions are high. Trust in Jesus. He loves you and you are not alone. It's not uncommon to say things we don't mean when we are put in stressful situations.  However, when the tides change our words are still out there and we have to live with whatever consequences they have brought.  I am still learning to operate in the spirit and not allow my flesh to pop out!! We are all human and flawed! * Ephesians 6: 10-12 10. Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. 11. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against prin

When you move through stages of life you never fully comprehend how quickly they pass! I am a mom of 2 wonderfully energetic boys!  I feel like yesterday we enrolled our oldest in K-3 & now he's finishing his 1st grade year!! Our youngest will start K-3 in the Fall & I emotionally look at my memories with babies wondering if I'm ready to let go of that stage and move to the next? NO IM NOT READY..... But here we come! I jokingly made a goal in January that  NO MATTER WHAT , this 3 year old had to be Potty Trained by Summer Camps! I tried every bargaining trick in the book!  Then my Mother in law planned a trip to Sea World...  While we started planning, I told my son: " You have to use the potty & wear big boy underwear if you want to see SHAMU" I never thought he was listening but to my surprise he woke up the next day & said: " Mom, I want to ride the airplane & go to Sea World. Where are my underwear?" I was so excited & proud when

It's another day, take a deep breath, stretch and........ "MOM.... He took my Lego!" The Saga Begins! This is how many days start for most of us stay at home moms 😊 There are days I don't know how I'm going to make it. Where will my strength come from. I can find a prayer spot for a few minutes before I'm interrupted or I can try to study a bit in between chocolate milk runs, bathroom stops and toy fights. This is life as a mom & Pastor's Wife!  It's a wonderful life and I do it the best I can but unfortunately I'm an imperfect mess! There are days I wish I could crawl in a hole and start over because I epically failed my boys!  There are days I wish I had a Super Power or a cleaning fairy.  There are days I wish we could stay at the park all day and who cares if we miss our scheduled events. There are days I wish my husband had a better wife. This is the raw unfiltered truth of how your mental status can make or break the days you have. Don&#

You've heard all the quotes...  "Spring Is Coming" "You Are My Sunshine On A Cloudy Day" "You Make Me Happy When Skies Are Gray" Sunshine is a universal sign of happiness! I want to be someone's sunshine. I want to do good. I never want it said of me that I took Joy away or caused heartache. I love to be involved & work for the Church in any way I can. It's easy to fall & make mistakes.  After all, we are human!  The important thing is that we pick ourselves up & keep moving forward. I am naturally a shy person. I don't have a big voice or personality. So, because of that I can get ran over or pushed around. I have great ideas but most of the time I don't initiate them because I have a hard time expressing them in a way that lets others see their greatness! I say all that to say.... I'm normal & probably just like you. Don't let anyone make you feel inadequate or worthless because your personality doesn't fil

There are times I just sit down at my old, out of tune piano & let God speak to me. I was just playing "The Anchor Holds" when the spirit rushed over my spirit. Never would I have thought I would be in the position I am today! I have tattered sails and my ship has been rocked more than once. However, none of my storms were bigger than the ONE who anchors me. When I am lonely He is my comfort. When I am weak He is my strength! My favorite line of this song is: "It was in the night through the storms of my life. That's where God proved His love to me" I have experienced this love first hand. I believe we can choose to to live on through the storm & trust God to carry us  or we can allow our storm to define us and control our life. I am grateful for a God who is my anchor! Allow God to lead you & be open to where He takes you! Thank You God for your loving hand that didn't give up on me. My sails were tattered & torn while I was drifting. God fo