I am willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain!
Each day may bring a new trail... What is it they say "New level, New devil"! Trust me I've had my share & probably been through more things than you can imagine, but it's what you do with those experiences & how you channel that energy that will make you who you are.
God called me a long time ago to serve in ministry & now almost 10 years later I can remember the feeling I had when I received it b/c minutes later the exact word was confirmed through a minister. Sometimes the road gets rough but I know that as long as I've got Jesus I don't need anybody else. I'm totally sold out to his kingdom & though I have children, Im going to keep truckin' I know it makes it more tedious & requires me to manage my time differently, but just like any working mom, I don't have to stay on "leave" for 18 yrs. Its time & I'm ready now to be an example to my boys and continue singing, playing, speaking, writing, cleaning, praying & studying. I'm going to show my kids that I can serve & minister without neglecting them and loving them more each day.
There are great monumental women that came long before me that covered every role of leadership at the church all while schooling, cooking & cleaning at home. I feel that if there were ever a need for Pentecostal Women to bind together in reaching our communities it is now! I am blessed to be a Stay At Home Mom, but now my role has changed I'm a Pastor's Wife who works from home but regularly has a "Take Your Kid To Work Day"! I promise we Pastor's Wives don't just lounge on the couch all day :) I absolutely love and passionately serve Conyers, Ga! I am generally a quite person but I've recently learned that when God calls you to do it there is no time for you to be shy, you got to strap your boots up and get going.
I have so many inspirations in my life that I don't even hear the nay sayers anymore. We do what we can, when we can, while we can. I thank God for each woman that has helped me become the First Lady I hope to always be. I thank God for all the Pastor's Wives out there that have shown me it is possible to balance all your roles. It takes work, scheduling, sacrificing & compromising. I'm thankful for the call to serve on Gods battlefield
On this day 12 years ago I lost my brother. I remember the sound of the voice on the other side of the phone telling us to come to the hospital. I remember being cold. I remember the sounds of the chaos around me. I remember the chair I sat in as I watched my mom try to be strong. I remember so many little details but mainly I remember the giant hole it left in my heart! Nothing can ever separate us from [God's] love . ... I remember singing Peace, peace, wonderful peace, Coming down from the Father above! Sweep over my spirit forever, I pray In fathomless billows of love! What does "Fathomless billows of love" even mean Fathomless means something that can't be understood; a billow is like a cloud swelling because of a sudden surge. So...... as many times as I questioned God's presence, his love never failed. It comes in waves and blows into my soul in a way that I can't understand. It soothes just when I can't handle another blow. It embraces me when...
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